Warm Wednesday

LONDON, United Kingdom

July 11, 2007 (Wednesday)

It was another sunny day in the Big Smoke. I met with a friend visiting from Uzbekistan and showed him the tourist sites of London. Later in the evening, I met with my former colleagues and had few drinks.

I received a letter from my former Scandinavian partner. It raised so many questions in my mind and left me confused. It brought back so many memories from my previous relationship. I did not answer immediately since I wanted to read it again and try to make full sense of it. I am about to start typing a response. I will be bloody honest in my reply.

I just hope that my former partner will take it the right way. In a way, I feel like I am making a fool out of myself by opening up my wounded soul, but I chose to write the truth. I simply do not want to appear as a desperate person in need of a help. I may seem as a vulnerable individual but, in fact, we all are in some way. I do not want anyone to feel sorry for me. I am ready for any kind of reaction from my former boyfriend and hoping for his genuine understanding. Whatever the response is, I will accept it with grace.

Hope dies last,

~ζ