Trouble–Free Thursday

LONDON, United Kingdom

July 19, 2007 (Thursday)

I remember from my childhood that Thursday was a special day in our family. It was the day when my mom would cook special dishes and pray. Of course, worshiping of any kind was prohibited where I grew up but the smell of those meals is still in my mind.

I was woken up by a phone call from a friend in Germany. It was very pleasant conversation but I fell asleep again. Kurt phoned and then I decided to wake up. I asked what the weather was like outside since my windows were shut. Finally, I got up and took a cold shower. I searched for fares to my vacation destination but prices increased a lot in the last 24 hours. Damn it! Just yesterday tariff was £39 and now it is £358! I definitely need to get out of London for some time.

I was planning to cook for 'somebody' but we decided to dine at the local Italian restaurant. After a nice dinner, we were having wine and pouring it into each others' mouths. It may sound vulgar but it was very erotic. No matter how much I tried to hold my horses back, I simply could not withstand 'somebody's' charisma and inner beauty. 'Somebody' tried hard as well but we just gave up and dove into the world of pleasure.

Our bodies were moving like one. The atmosphere was charged with particles of passion, desire and taboo pleasures. Our eyes met and tongues were darting. It was very intense. His smell drove me crazy and accelerated the climax of our intimate act. 'Somebody' mesmerized me and I was all his and only his. At some point, I wished that it would never end. 'Somebody' is one of the most beautiful individuals I have ever met – both inside and outside. Then, we both reached the peak of our intimate act. It was mouthwateringly good and unforgettable.

Later in the evening, I called to my former partner in Scandinavia. I did not even know if he was at his office or not. He works at the local hospital and I usually speak German when his colleagues pick up the phone. To my surprise, he answered the phone and we had a very decent dialogue. I thought he would hang up the phone but he did not. I am glad that we were able to hold a civilized conversation without arguing. I truly hope that this will lead to a friendship between my former boyfriend and me. Both of us cannot deny that we shared one of the best times together; therefore, it was in our interest to establish friendship. Sam, welcome on board again! Du er min ven fra nu.

I would like to end this entry with a great quote from Goethe, German scholar: "From every power that holds the world in chains, man frees himself when self-control he gains."

Happy self-controlling to all,

~ζ